Jan 2014
sometimes it hurts
most of the time i forget it
but once my dad mentioned it to me this afternoon
i felt tears brim my eyes
my vision turned blurry
and i had to stop and breathe
slowly
but quietly
because i wasn't ready
to breakdown
in front of my dad
yet i was so ready to just cry
to let it all out
because i can only take so much
before i crack and shatter
and breakdown
most of the time i forget it
but once my dad mentioned it to me this afternoon
i felt tears brim my eyes
my vision turned blurry
and i had to stop and breathe
slowly
but quietly
because i wasn't ready
to breakdown
in front of my dad
yet i was so ready to just cry
to let it all out
because i can only take so much
before i crack and shatter
and breakdown
I'm a student athlete so everyday I wake up early, go to school, travel to the gym, go home, do homework, sleep late. This has been my routine for 2 years and I can feel my body giving up, i can feel my brain shouting enough is enough. I don't want to do this anymore, it's too tiring. I'm just so tired that I want to cry and cry and cry and cry and just cry
