Read your full disclosure and I admire you even more. Whoever said all creative people suffer from manic or clinical depression was out of their minds because you don't. You prove you don't need to be depressed to write. Like the you don't smoke and you are no ******. You are careful what you put in your body I know you don't do drugs. The more I get to know about you the more the butterflies in my stomach tell me I'm right. You read that part right. I still have butterflies when I think of you but at the same time I feel at ease when we on net chat. Big confession coming up. I've always wanted someone like you in my life. A woman who's gorgeous, highly intelligent, has her **** together, doesn't cake on make up, has confidence, loves herself and life, laughs at life and herself, doesn't bore the hell out of me with drama and much more. Quite frankly I've always wanted a woman other women hate and she makes them feel insecure. That's the woman that has confidence and can enter a room alone without being self-conscious. That's how I know you're the woman for me. Your stalker has been freed but you are not in hiding I commend you for taking your power back. I'm guessing you are set to stand your ground if necessary. I mentioned your name and they know of you mainly from what they've heard from friends. Hope you don't mind they did a Google search. I didn't tell them we were dating it's how my parents are. They can tell when I'm interested in a lady. With your images on screen my dad agrees with me. You are gorgeous! My mom said "I haven't seen anything that lovely in a long time!" My folks have unprejudiced hearts like me and yourself and would love meeting you. Bringing them out to hear you when you tell me you will be singing. Hoping you will feel more at ease with my parents sitting at the table and we finally have a real life conversation longer than me telling you how amazing your singing is. Hope your meeting with your producer went well. You venturing out in bad weather speaks volumes about your dedication to what you do. The more I know about you Betty Ponder the hungrier I am to learn more. I have no doubt you would never keep me waiting for an hour for lack of something to wear.