i'm scared to tell him.
i'm scared to miss him.
i'm scared to be with him
or without him.
i'm falling for him,
but does he feel the same?
i'm scared to ask him.
i've known him forever,
but only spent a week with him.
i grew up knowing him
but only now truly know him.
he's only just left,
yet i already want him here,
i can still smell him on my pillow
hear his voice in my head.
i want all of these feelings gone.
the feelings feel so right
but then really really wrong.
i cant tell him but feel i should.
he's hundreds of miles away
maybe i could?
no i wont tell him,
i simply cant,
now i'm lying awake,
just wondering if maybe he feels the same...