I don't fall for people anymore because the last crush I had lasted a year and I was so indulged in it but I had to let it go because I realized we will never be together. I don't fall for people anymore because I always end up getting hurt in the end, even when I say it's worth it. I don't fall for people anymore because even though I'm sexually pure, I still end up giving away a piece of me, a piece of my heart. I don't fall for people anymore because I always have to watch them be with someone else. It's like as soon as I like them, they get in a relationship. I don't fall for people anymore because I always end up throwing that person in the past and then it's awkward. I don't fall for people anymore because I always jump to conclusions like we will be married and we will have this many kids and live here and etcetera etcetera. I don't fall for people anymore because I latch onto someone and find it extremely hard to let go. I need to not be able to trust people so quickly. I don't fall for people anymore because I always let myself down. I don't fall for people anymore because every little bit of hope and expectation I have inside me is eventually drastically drained out of my low ridden soul due to the fact that the person I like will never want to be with me. I don't fall for people because all I wanted was you and I cant even have that. I don't fall anymore because I've finally caught my footing.