why do i do this?
why do i say these things?
i don't mean them and i probably never will.
it's wrong, i know it is.
but you know,
i've done worse.
i've done so much worse.
i can't really seem to stay out of trouble or guilt,
which is the same thing i guess.
maybe i need to keep my mind clear.
stop and breathe
sit and read
stop.
you don't have to do this.
don't feel like you need to.
i'm done