my last four days have been spent away in a lightless pit at the bottom of my mind. but the time spent there is not what is important, as I could not hear what happened above me and likewise, they did not hear what happened to me, alone in the cold floor of that depth. it is now, as I emerge shaken but fresh eyed, that I notice how the world seems to be off in a way words have no business describing. to be sure, I seem to have missed something and from the faces of those I talk with now, I can see that they are missing something as well, but Iām not sure if they know it.