So alone
Nobody home
Theres no one to talk to,
Not like I even have a phone
I want someone
Need someone near
Someone here
Someone to hear
To hear me
What I want
What I need
What I just can't have
I don't know why
I wish I could fly
Go up into the sky
Or maybe just die
And be truly alone
I don't know what's worse
To be surrounded and alone
Or stranded and cold
I don't know what to do
I can't tell you or you or you
I put on this face
We all run the same race
But there is no winner
There's no prize at the end
All I am is a sinner
But I'm a sinner with a soul
A soul that's been saved
I don't have anyone here
But God is always near
All I have to do is ask
He answers
I talk
He listens
I weep
He holds me
That's all I ever wanted
More than anything
To simply have a home
To not be alone
Not just a house
A place of my own
When that day has come
And I look for the sun
I know you'll be there
I know you're the one
So for now I cry silently
Shoulder my pain
Better silent than violent
I sob in the rain
Where no one can see the tears
My shaking looks like laughter
My smile forced and heart hurting
I put on my face
And hope nobody notices
But in the end
I'm alone
All alone.