Frothing, swirling, gushing powerfully through the course carved over millennia, water tumbles in a torrent that rips and scours. In other places soothing, languid, meandering, here it promises death, ******* in and spitting out, a violent turbulent end. … If not death it brings rebirth. A new being spewed into a new reality. Nothing and everything is changed. A new consciousness is born with crystal clear awareness of the simple wondrous blessing of life. … It is here I wish to stand, scoured and tested, the viscous stultifying clutter of the past torn away. Clear sighted, I would truly know the wonder of being, a fierce burning joyful knowing, rejoicing in the miracle that is life. … And if this gift of new awareness came to me how long might that pure joy and wonder last? Too soon it might be gone and I the poorer. But tested I’d have seen a truth that would not fade, that by simply being, just simply being, brings peace.