Mother help,
I am angry,
I am ****** and in fury,
I feel as though I will explode like a bomb,
I want to blow everything to smithereens,
Taking all that defies me,
Along with me...

Mother help,
I'm so closed up,
I can't just hold it in,
I can't just scream it out,
I want to hurt someone,
Hurt them so bad I become their nightmare,
But I don't want to be hated,
I want their love, respect, everything.

Mother help me,
I'm losing my grip,
I'm losing myself,
Slowly slipping back into insanity,
I feel three times as much as normal....
If I was a woman...
This would be a period.....