Hearing that name come out of your mouth is like nails on a chalkboard.
irritating.
It happens all the time.
Obviously I let it slide because she's "just a friend".
None the less it still hurts.  
I mean I should be used to it by now but do you even realize what something like that does to a girl like me?
I want to be okay with this, I really do.
But I just  can't.
I can't not be the person I am.
It's my thing.
I care to much.
But I care a lot about you.
I love you.