The unique smell of your apartment
How it was stain on
your hair and my self
When I would lay down
With you at work
And finally feel happy for once

I just finally came out of shock
Even tho most days lately I cant breathe
I could just be angry not just at you
But at me for even telling you i love you
Now i just feel an unexplainable pain

I can barely see the truth
When i cant see my guilt
All i ever did was to love you
As i always wanted to , all i need
Your beautiful soul, your oblivion