All I wanted was that moment where there was no pain
so I was going to only make a small scratch and then stop
but it wont stop the bleed just keeps going
soon every thing starts to get darker and I'm feeling lighted
I when to deep
I'm trying to stop it but it wont

Help

Mom please come and find me before I slip away forever
I didnt mean for this to happen
Im so sorry.
Help


3 months later:

Here I am mom
I know you can't see me anymore but I'm here
I stand right here everyday just to see you,
you still cry everyday
all because I went to deep just that one time
I wish I never did that one last cut
I should have never made that first one
but I did and I'm sorry
I'm so sorry