I started writing about you in the summer, when the sun was too bright and my hands were always sweaty. My skin burned so hot, I'm still trying to figure out how your fingers didn't melt right off of me. It's winter now, I can see my breath when I go outside and my toes are cold enough that I can no longer feel them. The weather has changed and you're no longer here. Not physically, at least. You still somehow find your way into my head and maybe the words I keep writing aren't really helping me get rid of you.