Had I only chosen another place to be, another face for my eyes to see. Had I just said yes and thrown my spirit into life's calm gentle breeze. Could I have just floated contently, as the boat does over the sea? Had I known the fruition of my actions or lack thereof- I am standing on the verge, just a firm, swift shove. So she asked why i was gone forever and "why didn't you come back to set me free?" "Had I only been some place else with different eyes to see, you'd be happy had I been anyone but me."