Today, missiles and bombs fall before my closed eyes, exploding into stories of politics and economics, corruption and destruction, and the ringing in my ears doesn't go away after I open my eyes to the morning sun. I sit on the floor; my face soaking up the bright blue light and I think about beauty because why not. Today, as my sweat drips down my rough, porous nose, and touching my chapped lips, it tastes like surrender; like, relinquishing myself to the "okayness" of life, and remembering that it is.
I don't know how I got myself into past-tense. I like present-tense much better.