Why do you hold on to nothing as if it meant the universe (to you) their doctrine: encrypted in your mourning as if god had branded your soul to remember (only what/when/where you are expected)
reminiscing about those days (that never happened) illusions restitution of dreams and forgotten pasts (that you've chosen not to remember) believing lies that make you feel warm inside because that's what you're made of (according to 'you') not acknowledging that what we are constructed of is constant transformation
so you remain in delusion because comfort is more familiar than revolution and even within the confines of this so called movement your sight is not set on the walls (as they crumble) but on the ground because the sky is too high and your mind is too little or at least that's what they told you (and you believed them.)