It's been awhile
I apologize
My time has not been well spent.
I transferred schools
I work a **** job
I have more pain.
Pain inside as always
but more so.
Pain outside
******
migraines and the like.
Neuro switched drugs
I feel hopeless
No tumors on MRI
Joy of joys
I'm still in the dark.
Don't know what's wrong.
I'd cry but as cliche as it sounds
my tears have dried
I have none left.
I bounce between hopeless
and hopeful
as cruel as it sounds.
My brain refuses to settle
on wether it wants to give up
or keep going on
and on
and on
and on...
I'm a little bit rusty
My flow is a tad off
I'm sorry to any and all
Who had the sorrow of this read.