been awhile

It's been awhile

I apologize

My time has not been well spent.

I transferred schools

I work a **** job

I have more pain.

Pain inside as always

but more so.

Pain outside

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migraines and the like.

Neuro switched drugs

I feel hopeless

No tumors on MRI

Joy of joys

I'm still in the dark.

Don't know what's wrong.

I'd cry but as cliche as it sounds

my tears have dried

I have none left.

I bounce between hopeless

and hopeful

as cruel as it sounds.

My brain refuses to settle

on wether it wants to give up

or keep going on

and on

and on

and on...

I'm a little bit rusty

My flow is a tad off

I'm sorry to any and all

Who had the sorrow of this read.

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