A long day Day of thoughts Thoughts of life Life so dull Dull and boring Boring and stressful Stressful on me Me being the only Only, as it seems Seems to only hurt When I'm alone Alone with my mind Mind raging with anger Anger that keeps growing growing but never showing Showing a smile Smile to hide the hurt Hurt i try to ignore Ignore it i tell myself Myself never listens listens only to my mind Mind my pain its all i know Know no happiness Happiness i crave Crave and need Need to be me