I want to live in a coma. I want to live forever in my dreams, because I shouldn’t have to face reality. I want to live and not live forever. To not have to cry every time I see you, to be able to get the second chance I need to survive. I want to live in a coma so I can hear you talking to me at the side of the hospital bed while you hold my hand. I want the nurse to remind you that everyday I may not ever wake up, so that you will say back that you’re willing to wait to take the chance. I want to live inside my mind with all the dreams I have,so I don't have to wake up everyday knowing you don't want me!  I want to die in that bed and live on in my dreams. I don’t want to face you again remembering the time I said I loved you,and you said we need to be friends, That's the same as asking a blind man to look at something really cool knowing he can't see. I want to live in a coma so I will still love you without getting my heart smashed over and over again. I want to live in a coma so I don't look at you and wanna scream at you then kiss you after, knowing  you’ll just push me away.