A combatant, A someone who appears strong and indestructible, A friend, A someone that is warm and lovable, A friendly combatant, Is absolutely the biggest joke that I play to all the ones who care, I smile my brightest, I managed to climb up to perhaps my highest, And I smiled the whole way, But what they don't know is what I go through every day, They know nothing of the past, The truth is I haven't completely surpassed, The truth is I have just been, Well, Turns out I've just been deployed again.