I have permission to find out the plight of my Windex bottle, cramped into a cabinet, cross-legged and scrunched into a smaller package than I was ever intended to be. And I can peek out if I want, spit my tongue at the cat or let slivers of light slice my face. I can dangle my feet, pricking with gravitational pull: forward and backward, high upon a rafter in my bedroom—at least where I used to keep my bed, now pushed out into the hall to make room for my ropes and pillows and flight.
A doorbell brings shoes with laces that tangle and slap me around my ankles; knitting needles that would surely find an eye socket, and a tea set with a cracked spout and cold leaves stuck to the bottom of cups and saucers, round as my words or the doilies and handkerchief corners—worn to shreds by the wringing of arthritis and go away. Please, go away.
Alone allows.
First published by Mad Swirl: http://madswirlspoetryforum.blogspot.com/2010/08/best-of-mad-swirls-poetry-forum-082110.html