where is your voice in this repulse for I have no voice to praise it has scattered the beautiful storm while a hideous laughter resounds and burns like a revived repellent oh what is this repulse, what is it so that makes me weep assumptions and forces life to take leave of my anguish my senses my consciousness what is this repulse, tell what is this repulse is it that of a communication that jumps back that causes the soul to vibrate continuously in riotous unison with the universe what is this repulse, is it hate, is it hate