Feelings..
Thoughts
Fears
I'm scared but I don't have a reason to be

A knot in my throat
A choke in my words
The batting of my eyes trying to keep the fear from arising
The flushed cheeks on my face
I have felt so much the past 8 years
How can I tell what I feel now, is how I'll feel in the next year's to come.

Is what I'm feeling, rushed?
Am I adding onto my biggest fear?
Am I trying to push away because I know my past may be held against me?

I am good, but am I good enough