Jan 2014
Here I lay.
Broken you say.
Yet you left me
Lonely, you call it free.
What you don't see
As you ignore me
It's all for naught.
I thought you had been caught.
Broken and pained,
What have you gained
By leaving me like this?
I hope you got your wish.
You said you were the villain.
You said it time and again.
Yet I didn't listen,
And now, my tears, they glisten.
These long days I have been crying,
While you spent them lying.
"I will always be there for you"
You say, but I had not a clue.
You are just like the rest,
Even if I thought you were the best.
Broken you say.
Yet you left me
Lonely, you call it free.
What you don't see
As you ignore me
It's all for naught.
I thought you had been caught.
Broken and pained,
What have you gained
By leaving me like this?
I hope you got your wish.
You said you were the villain.
You said it time and again.
Yet I didn't listen,
And now, my tears, they glisten.
These long days I have been crying,
While you spent them lying.
"I will always be there for you"
You say, but I had not a clue.
You are just like the rest,
Even if I thought you were the best.
How could this happen while at my worst? Like kicking a man while he is down. I broke five days ago, and have struggled since. Yet there you are, hurting me at my worst. I fear doing something rash. I am afraid of becoming her. I was already on the edge, and rock bottom is looking me in the face.
