you don't remember but i do. i tried to pick something up that fell and you threw me away. it wasn't my job, is what you said. oh i remember. i had already had a bad day a bad week. and you threw me. i left. it was cold, and had been snowing off and on and i walked outside ready to leave. i broke down. and i cried. you don't remember but i do. maybe you don't even know.