Give me a reason to see tomorrow as a carrier of light, not the burden of sorrow. may my bird fly... may it rid me of what anchors me to the port I have yet to leave. where boxes of old memories fill my hull. I'd pick up the phone to call you but I don't want to cry. I miss you terribly but I cannot bare the weight for years I wished for better, on stars that were falling. I've befriended the night sky for we are the same... I am falling, fading and crashing into the light of another day.