for the first night in a while
I have felt an overwhelming sense
something more than a worth
something less than nothing
that makes me feel less than alive
all else has failed
and I've done so much wrong
In such little time
and no faults will be forgotten
so I am done
and I will fail
because of my own mistakes and washes.
I can no longer do what's right
it has become exhausting
for me to prevail
and be who they need me to be
so I give up
and I will fall
even when I am expected to rise