How am I meant to live my life with meaning If a spec of mud on the floor of my kitchen is my equal Matter is neither created or destroyed Everything is just a evolution of something once before it I don’t get it Why could I not have been born into hundreds of beautiful flowers in spring Instead of something that hates its own kind We learn that we should have dreams, have aspirations for our older years What good would it do? As I grew older I’ve grown into realising I’m not special You say ‘we should be together forever’ Why is that significant? ‘I love you, stay with me’ is some pathetic cry for finding something worth holding on to in life I can barely hold on as it is I can’t do it The quicker you realise that world war 2 Will not matter nor will it affect anyone in 200 years The quicker you should realise Neither will you