we tried strength tests today, we had nothing else to do. an old broom stick between our hands, eyes locked upon each other. the blood blister on my right hand was the only thing keeping me from dreaming my dear, i do know that you are stronger than me. it is a given. but i want to know if you were going easy on me or if i'm stronger than i think i am. i feel as if i surprised you. but dear, you got so close. we got so close. i could feel the warmth of your skin. today we had strength tests, i failed because i fell for you.