I was mad because
everything was changing
and the surprise took me by
surprise if that makes any
sense and I was mad that
we didn't seem as close or
that I didn't seem close
with anyone except for
Chris (and we're not
even close anymore
in any aspect of the
word.) But I guess I'm
just trying to say I'm
sorry. Because all it
looked like to you
was a closed door
and to me it was
so much
more.