Jan 2014
as soon as one thing goes wrong i kind of collapse
becoming a total mess who complains and cries and does little else
i am less of a girl and more of a puddle,
one that cannot find motivation or reasons to wake up,
but does it anyway, half assed and tired and upset.
i don't care about school and people don't care about me and i don't know what i'm supposed to do because i can't stop crying
but that isn't an excuse to stay home and my parents yell when they see my tears and i still have to take finals next week
becoming a total mess who complains and cries and does little else
i am less of a girl and more of a puddle,
one that cannot find motivation or reasons to wake up,
but does it anyway, half assed and tired and upset.
i don't care about school and people don't care about me and i don't know what i'm supposed to do because i can't stop crying
but that isn't an excuse to stay home and my parents yell when they see my tears and i still have to take finals next week
i can't ******* put anything into words i am struggling with everything right now and i don't really know who to talk to bc i don't think anybody really cares or wants to listen and i am like shaking and i feel sick to my stomach pretty much all the time and i can't stop wanting to cry???? i really wish i could at least write a good poem jfc i can't do anything oh my god ok sorry ugh bye
