The pulsing goo in my skull
torn between
my better judgement and
my human nature.
i ward you off
but i crave you near.
i apologise for my mixed emotions.
i want to protect you
but my pulse sends out an echo
for comfort.
i want to be held
but i slip into the tall shadow of
human nature.
i don't know how to end this
my mind tells me to
end it but keep it going.
i don't know what to
do or say.
I'm just
sorry sorry sorry.