In my minds eye
if i let myself see 25
ill have a small apartment
do a questionable amount of drugs
drink an understandable quantity of spirits
and be the happiest I'll ever be.
living on ***** and a small wage
let the world run through my fingers
quick sand
we'll all laugh and drink and ****
make stories for grand kids
that will never be.
the happiest time of my existence.
And for the life of a sad soul
i can never imagine you there.
I'm sorry.