guess what? well when you left you left a mark, the mark sits deep in my heart, close my eyes, see the prize, you're beautiful face, open them and feel the emptiness set in to place, you were gone so abruptly, the only good bit? it was over with quickly, you didn't feel a thing, not even as bad as the bee sting you got on the walk you took me and the kids to the park and ended up in the west wing, your final days lying in a hospital bed, the only pain felt was what you thought in your brain as you knew you had to leave, leaving those who you loved to get on and grieve. anyway the thing is you're gone, leaving us to only look on, wondering what it would be like if you were still around, i know you would have fought, never one to lay down but it was too late, the damage done put you in too poor of a state, i already knew you were gone before you left, and i'm glad that i had the people around to support me when you did, after all i was just a kid, i guess everything happens for a reason though and i wouldn't be who i am today if you weren't to go and so i guess in the end you can always find the good in any situation, that's something you tough me on a past occasion.