Let it be summer. let me drown myself in the hot sweet summer warmth where the air is hot and the dragon in my lungs' fire is challenged with the light and warmth of the nighttime. let me drink and dance and **** let me not **** him. lies. that's what we tell each other. that's what we tell ourselves. with my lips i cannot lie. i am honest. with my eyes i can tell stories you wouldn't imagine in your wildest dreams. let me look up to see the sun kissing me goodnight through the skeletons of trees and dreams of my own future. let me dance and jump and be happy. let me rejoice in that I'm not dead yet and at that moment in time i don't seek to be. let me remains infinite in that moment forever.