I go the wood when I'm upset. When I need to think by myself. I walk, I talk, I cry, I scream. The woods is were I go. It is my safe haven. It is a place to get lost in, when I'm lost in myself.
Sure, It use to be a place of joy and excitement, back when we were together, but now, I look back on the spots we use to stop, I reminisce of those times , I wish they were still here.
I sit on the bench and look out on the lake and watch the sun set. The glorious shade of oranges and purples fade into the distance. I sit and I think, my head in my hands, and I ask God where did I go wrong? What did I do to make her want something more.
I pick up a rock by my feet, writing what I truly loved on it, and I throw it into the lake. Its gone shes gone and there is no going back.
I stand up and scream out my frustration to the wind. I turn around, I don't look back, Shes gone and, Shes not coming back