The baby is born to the death walls that line the cellar. The cellar is dark and musty like the inside of a mouth that has seen every forest in the world that needs to be seen. There is animal screaming and cheeks wailing and blood smashed. There is the floor: cold as bath water or lungs or teeth or healing. She wanted a midwife. The midwife looks ashes of change, her hands shake like a pale fire. Her hands shouldn’t be shaking, I want to say please, leave the shaking hands to us, we are only a professional family, but you are really a professional, your brain is snowed with palms that knead proper parturition. But my mouth is tight with breath and ash.