Toothpaste caps line my desk like the speckled tongues of my grandparents. My cheeks swell every night before I go to bed, like drawers of babies, like the cheeks of those who spend their lives with their faces tucked into pipes and gutters and grills. I am chopping off a bit of the tooth that sticks out of the gum that lines the far left corner of my mouth and I am giving it to you.