I'm hiding from the truth,
For the truth hurts too much,
I've gotten so use to lying,
It's becoming my crutch.

I say I'm fine,
And I would believe it,
If my heart didn't feel this pain,
From all your *******.

You never wanted me,
You just wanted my body,
You made me feel loved,
But all of it was *****.

You're a sick monster,
A liar,
And for all you've done to me,
You'll end up in hell burning in fire.

But somehow I miss you,
And I'd take you back in a flash,
Your love spread all over me,
Like a red hot rash.

The truth is you hurt me,
But I need to stay strong,
I don't want people knowing,
There's something wrong.

So I'll keep saying I'm fine,
Until it destroys me from inside,
Because even though I'm still alive,
It was a long time ago my soul died.