when things are going well it is so easy to forget how volatile friendships really are. when we haven't talked in months it's easy to say we've been busy. but everything ends, sometimes sooner than you want it to. i get that i don't mean anything to you anymore. it's okay. that happens. time doesn't always make things important. now the hardest part is remembering not to call you when i'm sad, and not to miss you calling me.
yesterday was a weird day for me emotionally and i found out a lot of weird things about people that i've known for a long time but this really only talks about one part of it.