when i say that i mean something it's because i really - i really do tell it from my heart when i say that it's true i really do think it is and whenever i think about it my heart crumbles and the salty tears burn my eyes i want to scream from deep inside my lungs i want to let the monster outside that has been controlling my mind and then i know - i know that you don't believe me and you just think that i'm talking and my words are just meaningless it really breaks my heart everytime you say what i'm saying isn't true but it really is i don't know how to make you believe it but it really is please believe me when i say something because i mean it