don't you ever look at a person
stare deep into their soul
and see the lack of depth they contain?
wondering why that feeling is so familiar
and wondering where you've seen it before.
because you sit to yourself and think
"I could never become that way"
but you find yourself intrigued
you want to know more
why anyone would feel like that.
but you understand
and you get it.
because when you finally realize why
you see that you are a reflection of these people
but you, in a sense are whole.
because you know how you want to be
and in no way is it like this.
now you see what you've become
and how you've dug yourself a hole.
and now you're angry
and now you're punishing yourself
because you finally see
you have broken yourself
and there's no way to regenerate the hope.