What will it take to find the sunshine again? Blow the snowy clouds away with howling winds of my heart None of my words make sense anymore A jumble of simple and complex sentences maybe A phrase Or maybe I am just putting sophisticated sounding words into something that sounds like a poem But poetry is so bold, and beautiful And I cannot seem to make it either So where do I go from here? What do I put next? Tell a long story of tragedy and suffering Or maybe of happiness and smiles Of heartbreak Or possible love But none could possibly match up to the flawless tale of lizzie and darcy No one could match what Sylvia Plath wrote of her fears and sadnesses But how could one possibly find themselves in a world filled with similarities and indifference? How must one carry on with such anguish I am but a simple soul, simply breathing to live Eating to survive And writing to understand why