And so it begins, it's finally sunk in and you're alone. Your story begins a little like this;

So you're sitting alone in a crowded room
yet it feels like you're distant from any living, breathing thing.
Everyone is laughing and having a great time,
But the only thing you can hear is the beating of your own heart.

Everything around you plays in slow motion,
like you're in a movie where the intense scene grabs your attention.

And it finally hits you,
they're gone... Forever.
And there's nothing you or anyone else can do about it.

You feel alone and in deep thought,
You can see everyone's mouths moving yet you hear no sound,
Your eyes begin to glaze over,
as the thoughts of them attack your mind and the drop of water that appears from your eyes shatters when it hits the table,
"Just like my feelings" you thought.

You stand up to go and get some air,
yet you feel so uneasy that you fall to the side.
The feeling of grief hits you hard and affects your ability to balance yourself.

You run outside and sit on the bench,
Your face buried into your hands,
They're gone and there's nothing you or anyone else can do about it,
They're just... gone.