You hide behind your family name like a magician on the other side of a curtain ready to perform your final trick and none of us had seen what was coming but i heard it in every whisper and every corner of your room it echoed like an empty stadium, no fans to bear witness to your tragedy and no coaches to help you through it. so why did you do it? You never sought out attention just recognition for your contributions to the "team" or to "society" the snake that wrapped around you like the chains that held me from saving you from yourself.