i wish i could remember the very last time i saw you,
where we were
if we even spoke
what shirt you were wearing
if you had washed your hair recently
if you had trouble putting in your contacts that morning
if there was wind
or rain
or sun
or nothing at all
if you were smiling
or giving that intense look your face seemed to like so much
if you had food stuck in your teeth
         (you had such cute teeth)
if you were writing something down in your goofy handwriting

i hope you were looking at me
and thinking oh god oh god oh god.
i hope you write something like this one day
except can yours start out like,
"I remember the very last time I saw her,
we were..."