it takes seconds for me to make a decision
i barely think about the consequences anymore
and i end up with hating myself

sometimes i'm full of cherish and joy
and sometimes i just yell at people
i'm mad or sad or something that i don't know

it takes seconds after me to realize
that i hurt everyone but mostly myself
and i don't know what's wrong

i just can't control my feelings
everything changes and i find myself lost
in somewhere i don't know

all of these takes seconds for me
only a few seconds
to ruin everything