shivers course through my body
my bones trembling,
earth shattering.
my stomach is in knots
and I want this all to stop,
make everything that is looming over me
go away
I can't handle it
when you ask me to think
of something positive
I try, I really do.
I think of all my blessings
but I can't  seem to clear up the storm
that is following me everywhere I go.
I'm drenched with these thoughts
that are filling up my brain like an empty glass.
there's only so much I can take and I'm full.