My eyes are so bleary I guess I'm young but I feel so weary
[All these bones are so old My mind is crumbling in my weathered mold]
{Decaying, scattered, feathered thoughts My eyes eclipsed & overwhelmed with black spots}
[I know it's hard, like days and nights collide It's in my heart I trust, and in yours I confide]
{One coming from the other; Passing calender notes as the cesarean bruise The numbers fall & smother; These fleeting emotions are for us to peruse}
[And no one else can break or lose my trembling mind as good as: I can find a way to breathe this liquid molten lava cyanide.]
{No one else brakes so loose my trembling my No semblance I can find of you trembling you I as good as mind? Can a way find I to breathe? molten cyanide liquid lava I'm all mixed up in you}
written with my muse... first two lines from She & Him's 'Black Hole'