I am a ****** messed up person
I have weird things going around my body
EVERYTHING hurts

Sure,
midterms are coming up
I AM NOT IN MY NICHE
RIGHT NOW

THIS IS NOT ME
I have weird things
I want to talk about
I am just so embarrassed

Every waking moment
is hell
Every sleeping moment
is hell



So many things trigger
So many things hurt

I just told someone about my love for them
WHEN AM I PAYING ATTENTION?

Everything is wrong
nothing helps

I just want to melt in the shadows

die
die
*die